When I got back to my parents’ house the day my mom passed away, I saw several little notes she had posted around the house. There was one on a kitchen cupboard door and another on her bedside table. They all said, “Is what you are thinking right now, helping you?”
My mom was not herself the last couple of years. When we talked on the phone she would often replay, over and over, negative stories from the past — stories of hurt, disappointment or regret.
Nothing was ever resolved; she’d just relive the same negative thoughts and feelings every time.
Is what you are thinking right now, helping you?
When she would start talking like that during our phone calls, I would often ask her if what she was saying was helping. Was it making her feel better?
I wanted my mom to stop and recognize what she was doing to herself. I wanted to help her break the pattern.
I suggested that she write that question out as a note to herself, and put it up around the house wherever she would most easily see it. That way, whenever her thoughts took a dive, she’d be nudged to replace them with something more positive.
Seeing those handwritten notes for the first time, with the words “Kath’s idea” in brackets, was a bittersweet reminder of how hard my mom tried to overcome a habit many of us have.
We play negative thoughts or experiences over and over again in our minds without even realizing it. Thoughts like, ‘I’m not good enough…’ or ‘I can’t do that..’ or ‘They’ll never hire me…’ Or maybe it’s an event that hurt you long ago, but you just can’t stop thinking about it.
Negative thoughts expand
It really is true that what you think about, expands. If you wake up in the morning with a negative thought or memory — and don’t get rid of it — it will spread out like a glob of toxic sludge.
It will fill up large parts of your day and suck the energy right out of you. And if you’re telling yourself you can’t do something or things won’t work out, that is exactly what will happen.
Being a brat is about ripping the rug out from under those negative thoughts and ditching them, before they have a chance to spread.
You can break negative thought patterns
You can reprogram your thoughts. It only takes about 21 days to form a new habit. You just have to do the new thing — consistently — for 21 days and you’ll begin to see change.
(Me and my mom, the artist and poet, Muriel Stewart Romig Dawson)
So starting today, whenever you realize you’re thinking something toxic, do what my mom did.
Ask yourself, “Is what I am thinking right now, helping me?” If it isn’t, replace that negative thought, immediately, with something positive.
Do that for the next 21 days and let me know how it goes. I’ll be doing the same, so we can check up on each other.
Brats have to stick together.;)
c 2014 Kathy Barthel